A touching story

Came across this somewhere, found that it had meaning...well read on...


Message: As I sat there in English class, I staredat the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that.And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her.She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that Idon't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.


11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick," she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends," so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time,thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends.I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Graduation Day
A day passed. A week passed. A month passed.Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy.And I don't know why…

A Few Years Later
Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is gettin married, now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek.I want to tell her. I want her to know thatI don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral
yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girlwho used to be my best friend." At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…

i wish I did too…i thought to myself, andIcried.



So, after reading this, i felt that we really need to expres how we feel towards our special ones. You would not know when you will lose him/her. After all, she/he may be in love with you too.

Some tidbits for the mind

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime


SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.


GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.


HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.


LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.


PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.


DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.


HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

Waste

arg!! here i am ranting!! last sat, i went to meet a friend, while waiting i thought that i would do a lil shopping so i went...and bought this contact lens cleaner. $8.50 and some snack....walked around lok at stuff while waiting and little did i know i dropped the bottle( its a small one like eyemo) i was looking for it and i cant find it arg then i ended up heading back to the store to buy another bottle, sucks man. and the cashier was giving me the "wtf, its him again" look -.-

so yeah met up with my friend and spend more on food (well spent)

then the next day sun...was at church in expo. GREAT service man, learnt alot of stuff but......, came lunch time. i went to buy cai fan(fried rice, chicken cutlet, sausage and veg) the price is assumably $3.50 to $4...but it was $7 freakin dollars!! holy macaroni!!!! they told me at the last mion fried rice is $3.50 (ARG wasted money AGAIN)

though the amount is small but its WASTED money. i hate it when it happens.....SIAN!!~

Haiz

私は私の中心を与え、それで歩んだ。私は愛情を与え、それをすべて投げた。私は愛を与え、それを無視した。なぜあなたが隠す感じを見ないか。なぜ常になぜ私こうすればを感じなければならない私を苦しませるならないか。その時は私が実際に憎むときこれらを好む。

であるとてもきれい考えない。これらの種類の女の子は実際にずっと行かない。本当愛か。それはあなたが測深できない何かである

この人を、私同じをすることを得ることができない好む。私はちょうど、私が私が私の腕の握れる与えることができるすべて与えることを持っているすべてとの愛したいと思う。

Something in me

went to church the other day...pastor preeched about marriage. really sank into my heart...makes me wanna love my girl(future?) super alot...loving her sacrificially, wholeheartedly...arg..i wanna burst le. will always be understanding,caring to her...give her everything she wans...haiz. never felt this way in such a long time le.

Just wanna hold you in my arms and whisper the words. Will i ever get the chance to do so?

I need to hear you say " I love you, I loved you all along."

*Looks into the sunset and walks off*

Phew

yaaaay sch is over!! holidays are here!! went to watch Tpkyo Drift with Sharon,Calvin and Kai and MAN those babes in the movie are SMOKIN HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow wow wow!!

i wan a countryside girl....

i put "what would you say to me if im going away tmr?" and Dyn was the first one who replied to that nick..congrats =)
she said:

JADYN. beauty in goodbye says:if you're going tml
JADYN. beauty in goodbye says:i'll tell you to not worry cos i'll love and remember you dearly
JADYN. beauty in goodbye says:and that i'll be fine. (:

so so sweet, and yeah we both made a promise. sweet but whether it will hold out is a diff thing l0lx. time will tell =)



i wanna be a cassanova but do i have what it takes...sadly no

Something i came across

was reading my email and i came across this

-----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.


i guess i have to admit those points...i do have them...haha so there you go. thats me =D read if u wanna know more about me l0lx.

anyway i have the rest of the months as well. take a look and see if they match you.


---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

------------------APRIL BABY ------------------- Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool.. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper.. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

-----------------MAY BABY ----------------- Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

------------JUNE BABY ------------- You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

----------------JULY BABY -------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

------------AUGUST BABY --------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY --------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and aring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

---------------OCTOBER BABY ------------------- Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY --------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy.. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

LOL..dunno?

arg ok ok...i'll update l0lx seems like ages since i've seen this page =D brings back memories...on how i used to use my fingers to press the keys on my keyboard....seems like..on a few seconds ago that i just did that, o.O weeeeeee

er ok shall blog randomly since i lost track of the time. right, dunno which day i fell from dunno which motorcycle, i langa the dunno wat thing and i flew through the dunno wat air and landed/roll on the dunno wat floor, therefore two sprained wrist tat has yet to be fully recovered till dunno now. got dunno wat projs killing my brain cells coz i dunno got wat codes i can use to help my dunno what proj.

ahem i have a confession to make.........im having dunno what ...wet dreams.....about.....my BIKE!!! awwwww i blody wanna ride it maaaan dunno when i can ride the dunno wat bike LOL brooooooooom im like a dunno wat young kid. seems like alot of things are happening around my life just that i dunno whether have the time to deal with it. lets say my good for nothing friend, EVERYDAY in msn will tell me about how hot this girl and dunno wat girl nice or wat shit....LOL

he is so desperately trying to get some hot chicks haha, lets try the dunno what white chicks yeah!!! naked black men!! ok thats blardy dunno random lo....its late folks, dunno what time le lo. but im going to make this entry a blardy looooong one so u guys can read MORE and i update LESS.

To Mana: er u blardy retarded lo, so late then come and se my blog LOL never got to chat with u in msn le....too busy with small tian kong huh HAHA weak can...

To all those peeps who miss me: I miss you back (tag you're it) er lets play police and theives man...i'll be the camera man...u guys be the pornstar, i'll get sound effects too =D lets have fun

To Dyn: eeehhhhhh EEEEEHHHHHHH lets Gabyn some day LOL

To myself: Dun forget to set alarm for tmr's lesson

To my future girlfriend: I miss you ^^

To my future wife: I would like a daughter please, thanks....now got offer...

lastly

*We interrupt this program for a special news update*

Gab's asleep...

SFX: Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep